:(

"where is anna where is problems
did u focus it ?
every time when we met there's big problem happen
when we met at first time
u lose ur work
second time
i pay saman for JPJ
police in Mc
third time
the car's well bump
n many troubles happened
last one when i came to ur house in sermban
we have an argument
today
ur friend
what's is fuckin wrong wz u ?

listen to me carefully
tomorrow
if any thing happen
trust in me
wallahi will be de last time u gonna see my face
i told u
ok ?
really
am start to scare to meet u up
cuz as am told u
when we meet up there's something wrong happen

if any thing wrong happen tomorrow
really
we must separate
in two deffrent ways
cuz
i dun like any troubles n i think u too
u r ok wzout me
n am ok too wzout troubles
got it ?"

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1.03.01

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Ya ALLAH!

Janganlah Engkau menemukan aku dgn insan yang aku kasihi, seandainya kasihku padanya melebihi kasihku padaMu, dan janganlah Engkau bahagiakan aku seandainya kebahagiaan itu menjadi kesengsaraan bagiku di akhirat.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Someone would be so happy when get whatever that they wish to get. Like a lonely girl, she would be so happy when his ex that he still inlove came back but seriously I'm not. I'm sorry Amirul Mohammad. Idk it's seems like we're always not in the same ways. Why? Why I need to always backoff? Okay let's it. I just wish you happy with whatever you've done.
Shkr, thanks a lot coz you make me more down than before. Hahah. Wish you happy also. And it's up to you wana see me or not next week. I've get ready for it ad.
To qalbi, you know you're the one who with me when I'm down. Thanks for understand. I'm just too tension. I'm sorry if have hurt you. Urghh sorry =/
Abdul Rahman, my beloved bro. I really miss you. Come here visit me okay? *sobsob*
And Ayue Miraa, you're just like my diary. But not all things you know right? I love youu, thanks be here for me. Wallah I appreciate you so much and I wish you could always in my side. Hehe.

Well actually Idk what to share here. It's just kinda long time I didn't post anything. There's a long story to tell about me, whatever goes here with me and I'm tired to type. Hehe whatever it is, I believe of Qada' & Qadar. I can't do anything. I accepted whatever it is. Whoever mean for me, he will come & I will wait.

Anyways, Happy Eid guys! Wish you all happy always and don't take so much cholesterol foods okayy? Haha, take caree ♥

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1.03.01

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Me, A Weakness Woman

Ya Allah...
I was not as strong as Siti Hawa
Which ran between safa and marwa
I am not as too loyal as Ainul mardhiyah
Which waiting her lover at the door of heaven

I realize that
I am not Siti Khadijah or Siti Fatimah
I am not Ā'ishah
Nor Rabi'atul Adawiyah
Holy woman praised
I could just try
To emulate them
So I became be a bloom & fragrance flower like them
Until the fragrance through the gates of heaven

Ya Allah...
I often fear and worry
Sometimes I falling down
Abundance of dry valley
Wilt like flowers with no fragrance
No, I was always falling down
Without you, YA ALLAH.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Ahlan Wasahlan Ya Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh

Fasting is the fourth of the 5 Pillars of Islam and involves fasting during Ramadhan, which is probably the most notable time for fasting among Muslims.

In Islam, fasting for a month is an obligatory practice during the holy month of Ramadhan, from fajr (dawn), until the maghrib (dusk). Muslims are prohibited from eating, drinking (including water), engaging in sexual activity, becoming angry, and smoking while fasting. Fasting in the month of Ramadan is one of the Pillars of Islam, and thus one of the most important acts of Islamic worship. By fasting, whether during Ramadan or other times, a Muslim draws closer to Allah by abandoning body pleasures, such as food and drink. This makes the sincerity of their faith and their devotion to God (Arabic: Allah) all the more evident.

The Quran states that fasting was prescribed for those before them (i.e., the Jews and Christians) and that by fasting a Muslim gains taqwa, which can be described in one word as 'Godconsciousness' or 'Godwariness'. Fasting helps promote chastity and humility and prevent sin, the outburst of uncontrolled lusts and desires and far-fetched hopes. It acts as a shield with which the Muslim protects him/herself from hell.

Muslims believe that fasting is more than abstaining from food and drink. It also includes abstaining from any falsehood in speech and action, from any ignorant and indecent speech, and from arguing and fighting, and lustful thoughts. Therefore, fasting strengthens control of impulses and helps develop good behavior. During the sacred month of Ramadan, believers strive to purify body and soul and increase their taqwa (good deeds and God-consciousness). This purification of body and soul harmonizes the inner and outer spheres of an individual. Muslims aim to improve their body by reducing food intake and maintaining a healthier lifestyle. Overindulgence in food is discouraged and eating enough to silence the pain of hunger is encouraged. Muslims should be active, tending to all their commitments and never falling short of any duty. On a moral level, believers strive to attain the most virtuous characteristics and apply them to their daily situations. They try to show compassion, generosity and mercy to others, exercise patience, and control their anger. In essence, Muslims are trying to improve their moral character and cultivate good habits.

Fasting also inculcates a sense of fraternity and solidarity, as Muslims feel and experience what their needy and hungry brothers and sisters feel. Those who are already poor and hungry are often considered exempt from fasting, as their condition renders them effectively fasting all the time; however, many participate in not eating during the day. Moreover, Ramadan is a month of giving charity and sharing meals to break the fast together.

The Siyam is intended to teach Muslims patience and self-control, and to remind them of the less fortunate in the world. The fast is also seen as a debt owed by the Muslim to God. Faithful observance of the Siyam is believed to atone for personal faults and misdeeds, at least in part, and to help earn a place in paradise. It is also believed to be beneficial for personal conduct, that is, to help control impulses, passions and temper. The fast is also meant to provide time for meditation and to strengthen one's faith.

While fasting in the month of Ramadan is considered Fard (obligatory), Islam also prescribes certain days for non-obligatory, voluntary fasting, such as:

• the 13th, 14th, and 15th of every lunar month
• each Monday and Thursday of a week
• six days in the month of Shawwal (the month following Ramadan)
• the Day of Ashura (10th of Muharram in the Hijri calendar), together with either the 9th or the 11th, in commemoration of the Exodus (The Sunni Muslims observe a fast on this day. The Shi'ah Muslims believe this fast is an innovation in Islam and consider it a makruh (discouraged) act.)
• every other day, also known as the fast of the prophet
  

Fasting is forbidden on these days:

• Eid Fitr (1st Shawwal) and Eid Adha (10th Dhulhijjah) - According to all Muslims.
• Tashriq (11th, 12th, 13th Dhulhijjah) - According to the Sunnis only.
• the Day of Arafat (9th of Dhu al-Hijjah in the Hijri (Islamic Calendar). (Again, according to Sunnis only - Only pilgrims to Mecca are forbidden to fast.)

Although fasting is fard (obligatory), exceptions are made for persons in particular circumstances:

• Prepubescent children; though some parents will encourage their children to fast earlier for shorter periods, so the children get used to fasting.
• Serious illness; the days lost to illness will have to be made up after recovery.
• If one is traveling but one must make up any days missed upon arriving at one's destination.
• Women who are pregnant or nursing.
• A woman during her menstrual period; although she must count the days she missed and make them up at the end of Ramadan.
• An ill person or old person who is not physically able to fast. They should donate the amount of a normal person's diet for each day missed if they are financially capable.
• A mentally ill person.

Penalty of purposefully breaking fast at Ramadan:(not necessarily true, please provide references)

• For elders who will not be able to fast, a lunch meal (or an equivalent amount of money) is to be donated to the poor or needy for each day of missed fasting.
• If an adult who is sane, man or woman, breaks his/her fast intentionally and without any excuse, he or she must fast (60) consecutive days for each Ramadan in which he or she broke the fast, as well as make up the missing day(s).

Maksudnya: "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, kamu diwajibkan berpuasa sebagaimana diwajibkan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kamu supaya kamu bertaqwa. Puasa itu diwajibkan dalam beberapa hari tertentu. Maka sesiapa di antara kamu yang sakit atau dalam musafir (bolehlah ia berbuka) maka hendaklah ia digantikan dengan hari-hari lain."

1the Messenger of Allah (PBUH) has been reported as saying in a hadith by Abu Hurairah: "He who does not desist from obscene language and acting obscenely (during the period of fasting), Allah has no need that he be hungry or thirsty." (Bukhari Muslim)
In another hadith by Abu Hurairah (RAA), the Prophet (PBUH) said: "Fasting
is not only to restrain from food and drink, fasting is to refrain from obscene (acts). If someone verbally abuses you or acts ignorantly towards you, say (to them) 'I am fasting; I am fasting.'" (Ibn Khuzaimah)



Indeed, these two reports imply that fasting will not be completed until one observes three elements:

1. Restraining the private parts and the stomach from food and drink.
2. Restraining the jawarih, the other body parts, which may render the fast worthless despite the main factors of hunger and thirst. The tongue, for instance, must avoid backbiting, slander, and lies; the eyes should avoid looking into things considered by the Lawgiver as unlawful; and the ears must stop from listening to conversations, words, songs, and lyrics that spoil the spirit of fasting.
3. Restraining of the heart and mind from indulging themselves in other things besides dhikir Allah (remembrance of Allah)

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Rindu laa

Tah rindu sapa lahai . Yg penting mmg rindu sgt-sgt

Guys: Abdul Rahman , Razif Juakhir , Nobita , Putera Cinta , Zimi , Faliq Raimi
Girls: Iqa Tasha , Summer , Dyana , Fify VN , Kaa Dabri , Ayue Mira , Maria , Tyqah

Hwaaa ! Sorry tkleh nk slalu ctc korg cm dlu da . I tgh trsgt pening kepala selalu & I byk sgt benda nk fkir for future =( FB ke pe ke mmg kng tolak slalu . Korg free call la I okay . Rindu lah korg . Credit pun tkleh slalu ada . Haihh . PS Jgn lupa I tau ='(

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Nk nanges pun tk bole

Assalamualaikum wbt .

Ni topic aku nk pertikaikn kali ni . Tntg benda yg kita sayang tp kita tk brerti kita akan memiliki selamanya . Betul la tu . Aku pun tk fhm dgn apa yg aku rasa sekarang . Its seems like confused . Aku suka dia tp dia hanyalah dia . Siapa aku utk ungkapkn kata itu kt dia ? Lgpun bodoh jgak bila fkir-fkir , aku tk knl dia lg . Tp aku menyesal biarkn hati aku trbang bebas . Akibatnya sekarang ni lah . Dah cam apa da rasa . Byk lg bnda aku nk fkir tp cmna aku nk fkir bila hati aku tk menentu ? Aku tktau knp nowdays hati aku berubah-ubah feeling .

However , aku happy bila ada mak angkat kt Sepang nih haa . Alhamdulillah . Nseb ada org sedia membantu and aku dpt rasa yg life aku agak membangun sekarang . Alhamdulillah ya Allah . Aku bersyukur gila . Wlupun hati aku still rasa kosong . Hnya Allah yg Maha Mengetahui

Aku perlukn seseorang . Yg penting bkn couple coz aku dah confident ngn article tntg haramnya couple kt iluvislam.com . Masa dulu aku ada jgk dgr org-org arifbillah ckp but aku tk prcya . Bila aku dah bca articles tu yg meyakinkan lg aku utk tk brcouple lg . Dulu aku couple-couple jgak but yg last aku couple ni maybe yg plng last . Aku muda lg . Serious ! So insyaAllah nnt da ckup umur and ready trus nikah je kn sng . Aku ni selalu swing-swing sekang . Tah knp . Kjp suka org ni , kjp org tu . Tp ada sorg tu sntiasa aku suka . Aku suka cara dia . Hati aku trpaut kt dia . Sungguh ! Tp jarak ktorg yg amat jauh ni menyukarkn sikit utk aku luahkn isi hati aku . Islam tk halang pun utk suka sesorg . Aku suka dia . Aku akui itu . Lgpun perasaan tu bkn aku yg undang . Dia dtg sendiri . Hikhik .

Kadang aku sakit hati bila dia tk cm dulu . Mksud aku cara dia lyn aku cm byk brubh . Aku hrp dia tk brubh . Aku suka dia =( Ya Allah . Seksa tau perasaan camni . Aku pun cm mengong je bile fkir-fkir balik . Haihh . Meh la korg sma-sma dgr lagu ni . Sesuai ngn aku nya mood sekang kot . Tp sikit jela kn . Aku guna ringtone fon sekang hahaha . Suka-suka-suka

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Al-fatihah for Ady Sundae (F L O W leader)

Adi Putera B. Mohd Noor
28 Feb 1990 - 28 July 2010
Accident @ Highway Kesas Summit on 7AM

I tk sngka actually yesterday was the 1st & the last time we talk. I still remember I asked you about buka puasa 14 Aug 2010 with F L O W group. Just rasa terkilan.

He add me up & invited me to join it. Its really shocked me when heard badnews about him. OMG I feel like not believe at all but after everybody said takziah on his profile, I believe that he already gone. I never have time to talk with him more than that but well, I know he's a good guy for sure. May Allah SWT bless you. May you rest in peace. Amin.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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السلام علبكم

Buat masa ni, aku rasa aku cuma nak share story kat sini je. Untuk memberitahu apa yang aku rasai sekarang. Just.. Aku rasa aku sangat-sangat rindu mereka. Aku pun taktau kenapa aku susah sgt nk lupakn mereka. Sorang-sorang datang balik kenangan-kenangan tu mengimbas tentang cinta-cinta yg pernah aku lalui bersama mereka yang bernama LELAKI. Dan perasaan itu seakan selalu berubah-ubah. Aku bingung ya ALLAH. Apakah erti semua ini? Bawalah mereka pergi jauh dari hidupku ya ALLAH. Hilangkanlah segala kenanganku bersama mereka sebelum ini. Walaupun jika kau kurniakan aku hilang ingatan tentang mereka. Aku mohon ya Allah. Hapuskanlah air mata yang aku keluarkan untuk mereka. Bawalah mereka ya Allah, jauh-jauh dari pandanganku. Jika sudah Engkau takdirkn mereka bkn yg sepatutnya brsamaku. Cukuplah sekadar ini. Aku sudah sangat-sangat kecewa dgn diri aku. Aku khilaf ya Allah. Aku sedar bahawa Engkau lah yg seharusnya sentiasa bertakhta di hatiku. Sesungguhnya Engkau yg maha mengetahui segala tentangku ya Allah. Tabahkanlah hatiku, berikanlah aku kesabaran dan kekuatan yang berpanjangan untuk menempuh segala dugaan ini mahupun yg lepas dan yg akan terjadi selepas ini, ya Allah. Perkenankanlah doa hambaMU ini ya ALLAH ya Rahman Ya Rahim. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

*To: Seandainya engkau tahu siapa yg ku maksudkan. Emmm

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Each person's desire, the same kind of me. I just need one only desire at present. I mean the desire of the goods. I really want to own a camera. That is not coz of useless reasons, there are many reasons why I really want a camera. Nikon D90 enough la. I hope one day I will have it. InsyaALLAH. Amin ya rabb, amin ya allah.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Love ALLAH More Better ♥

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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True Love

Ya ALLAH, god almighty! Dont you find me with beings that I loved him more than my love to you, and dont let me happy if the happiness be a hardship for me in the afterlife. Amin.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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NEW

I read many articles today and its amaze me. InsyaALLAH I will always follow it and yes, Islam is the best religion. I believe of ALLAH, so much. Thnks ya ALLAH.

While I dont have anything to do. Im not eating yet nor tidyup my bed yet. Its just I got online now and read some websites also watch some vids in youtube.com.

I was feel something. Well jyeah about my beloved bestfriend, Razif Juakhir. Are you ok dear? I was just worrying about you. I dont have credit so then I couldnt call you =( Sorry my bad. I just wish that you are everything be alright insyaALLAH. I wish you are take enough rest last night. Get well soon hun. Amin. Im still online for sure. Drop me cmnt if u get online or else Im not forcing you if you still tired. Go take rest ok ♥

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Tonight was kinda happy coz my sis back so then Im not alone at home now but sadness, she just stay here for 2 days only. Jyeah I wish more than that but she's working so nvm. I just got back from town right now. Well pickup my sis. Huhu wont stay at home coz I really miss to face her ^0^ Beside I got a new shawl & a pair of crocs. Yeayyy! Alhamdulillah Im so happy today. Thnks ya ALLAH =')

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Aw baby! Smile More Bigger

On July 23, 2010 in car.

I really love this pic. I did wide smiles, as well with the naturally dimple, special gift from God Almighty. And its what I stand for, for happy, for forget every hurts and sad story that already past. Jyeah past is past and I want to keep moving. Guys! Pray for me that I will do it, insyaALLAH =) Coz I wont keep hurt no more. Enough for now. I want to have enough release and continue thinking about future. Thats what I should do and I hope soon everything gona be alright. Amin.

For: Iqa Tasha♥, Arra Summer, Dyana Anne, Ayue Miraa, Razif Juakhir. I'll always pray for you all too. We are in same situation but Im sure we'll be stronger and be patient to face all the trials of love. Someday we will get more better than the past. Trust me. God almighty will never ignore us, for sure. Cheerup all my lovers. Im also will always in ur side sure thing. Loving ya always

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Any Idea For My Title?

Aku tktahu apa tujuan aku utk post blog kali ni. Aku tktau apa yg perlu aku post, apa yg perlu aku share kt korg. Btul lah statement 'whoever strong person will be strong to face other problems except LOVE.' Kn kn kn? Semua org mesti lalui this feeling kn. About 'HURT'. Zzz. Serious-shit aku mmg speechless. Aku rasa EMPTY. Aku tktau lah nk happy-happy sgt sekang ni. Aku tktau knp aku sudden changed. Aku tk salahkn siapa-siapa pun. Just aku sendiri tktau knp aku camni =,= Aku cuma tahu yg aku rasa kosong tp aku still boleh senyum coz kwn-kwn aku selalu je ngn aku & dorg tk prnh penat wish keep strong kt aku, ingat ALLAH, ingt semua ni takdir. Aku selalu ingt pesan korg, babesss! Thanks sgt-sgt buat aku ni ingat that my journey still long. Tp sometimes aku rasa cam sunyi sgt, nasib baik aku boleh online everyday & korg must understand what my reasons kn? & nasib baik aku ni masih waras utk fikir mana baik & tk baik huhu. Fyi, jgn tnya aku about 'LOVE'. Aku tkda idea nk jwb nnt aku akan BLUR manjang =,=

Ya ALLAH! Aku harap doa kwn-kwn aku utk aku strong face this situation termakbul. Ya ALLAH! Aku mohon padamu ya ALLAH. Ringankanlah bebananku ini. Terasa sgt perit hatiku utk menerimanya ya ALLAH ='( Aku percayakan takdirMU. Aku serahkan segala kepadaMU. But aku tktau knp aku sentiasa ingat perkara ini. Benda ni seolah-olah trgantung lah. Aku tktau lah nk cerita camne rasa hati aku. Aku tk salahkan kau, Yoei. Aku sayang kau. Tkda sebab aku nk persalahkan & benci kau. Aku tkkn pernah benci kau. Aku terima. Kalaupun engkau bkn utk aku. Aku sentiasa doakan kau bahagia selalu & berjaya dunia akhirat. Goodluck yoei. Aku mmg tkkn paksa 'dia' utk syg aku balik sbb aku tahu lah aku tkkn brjaya utk buat camtu. Siapalah aku ni ^0^ Tp aku nk bgtau yg aku SAYANG sgt kt 'dia'. Korg must understand how its feel kn? Aku suka sgt dapat kenal 'dia'. Aku tk pnh mention aku akan menangis sebab 'dia', serious! Sebab selama aku ngn 'dia' dlu, aku happy sgt. Ya ALLAH! Berikanlah aku kekuatan ya ALLAH. Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau tahu akan segala rasa hatiku. Bahkan aku pun tktau camna nk cite pasal hati aku ni. Yg aku tahu, aku rasa sebak selalu. Rasa nak nanges je, nk jerit kuat-kuat but apa yg korg akn fhm klu aku buat camtu? I might be mad after that tho so hahah. & aku tahu masa tkleh berundur. Tkpalah, aku serah sumanya tu pada takdir ALLAH. Aku tahu semua ni adalah jalan terbaik yg ALLAH anugerahkan utk aku. However, aku still rasa sgt-sgt bersyukur dpt sayang dia & disayangi dia dulu & aku happy sgt-sgt klu dia boleh terima aku as good friend & talk-talk ngn aku lg like before. Aku RINDU sgt suma tu, yoei but whatever it is, aku terima. Thanks =') InsyaALLAH aku harap boleh harungi suma dugaan hidup ni. Amiinnnnn

Special kisses to my lovely bestfriends; Iqa Tasha♥, Aien Shyra, Ayue Mira, Dyana Anne, Razif Juakhir, Ara Summer, Wan Hazwan, Fify VN, Abg Ammar, Fairuz Lynn, Bakry, Atyqah for always be my side. Korg mesti fhm aku kn. Thnks sgt duhh! Aku appreciate korg. Hope we're friends till the end of my life.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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I Can Live Even Without You & You Know I Just Lie

It never occurred to me
I could not imagine the slightest
You're going to leave me alone

So difficult to imagine
I feel so sick
You're going to leave me alone

This is my last time seeing you
Weeping tears fall
Only able to say
Goodbye love

One hour I could have loved you in my heart
But take my time for me to forget you for life
One hour I could have loved you in my heart
But take my time for me to forget you for life in my later

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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This Is Just A Song

Hey baby cant you see
This is what you did to me
Im so far from joy
I dont want to be your toy

My heart keeps telling me
I should be with you
No more I want to get out
From this misery,
Dont know what to do

Everyday I spent my time with you
So depressed having all regrets
The more I see your face
Just cant take it any more
I love to stay away
From your over sense of self

Some might say bizarre is what you are
But I believe time can change it all
Youre just a simple boy with a special kind of life
Unsure of everything
Going nowhere with your mind

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Untitled

I need to meet my love
Finding out our relationship
What was or has expired

You hang this relationship
You leave on me for no reason
What does he want me to do

Until when are you hanging
My love story to give hope
Until I could no longer possible
And leave yourself

The seconds of time was wasted
Could you hang my love
Speak'll all definitely

Certainly the relationship of love with you
Make me sick
Until I could no longer possible
And leave yourself

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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UNLUCKY WITH LOVE

I dont know weather Im okay or not.
I dont know what can I asnwer when you ask me this topic, friends.
As what you all know about me.
Im always okay, Im always smile.
But only ALLAH SWT & bestfriends know me well <3

I dont know what could I say here.
I dont know what must I tell here.
I dont know what should I explain here.
I also dont know whats going on with me.
Theres nothing to talk with.
Im speechless, seriously!
Seriously Im very very very very speechless.

As what as I could say
Its hurt. So hurt. Too hurt.
But its not once.
Im naesthetized with this.
And remind myself
This is LIFE.

Thanks Allah for sent him to me.
I saw everything good around him.
I dont know weather Im blind of love or what.
But Im sure he's right.
Coz he teach me some about the real of life.
I promise to keep his words always in my deep mind.
And same goes I will do it.
Thanks, I appreciate that beloved.

Even sometimes I feel like
Im gonna lose everything
And Im gonna lose to see anything infront me
If he go and ignore me
I couldnt easier to continue do what I plan to do.
I couldnt easier findout my right way when Im lost.
I couldnt easier to feel happy
When there always have someone to stay beside me
Whatever I feel & Whenever I need.
Im gona misses that.

Even I know he's the best thing happen for me.
The best guy I ever saw,
The best friend ever,
The best adviser,
The best supporter,
The best teacher he always be.
Arghhh really cant forget it.
He's very valuable for sure.

Sometimes I feel like arghh, Im stupid I cant keep him.
I cant make he always happy.
I cant cheers him when he's sad.
I cant release him when he's moody.
I cant give anything even any help when he's on probs.
What can I do? I cant do anything.
Beside keep he worrying about me.
Arghh dude, I feel like Im the worst girlfriend ever.
Im very sure about whos the lucky girl gona replace me for him
I will always pray for you my dear. Always...

You know how its feel, life.
You know how Im in.
You watch me, Ya ALLAH.
May Im doing the right way.

I praise you ALLAH.
Please give me the long patience to face all of it & after this gonna be.
InsyaALLAH.

As what you know Ya ALLAH.
I love him more than everything than I love.
I always need whatever perfect things on every part of him.
But as what as Im always remember,
YOU always be there for me as ur servant.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Untitled.

Three months is not a long time for you all. Right? But for me, its enough make me feel happy & lucky when had chance to be inlove with him. For the long journey we through together. Im so glad to saw you hun. Just I still wishing that youre mine forever. I aint perfect girl for be ur girlfriend. I cant give you expensive things as long as we are together. I cant stop when ur tears throw out from ur eyes. I cant make you chill when youre moody. I feel so worst girlfriend ever. I cant show you my love. But one thing that I wanted to let you know. I really love you, I really need you coz you make my life feel better. You complete it. Million TQ for you my dear.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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You & Me

Take know that I really love you now and still. Please stop arguing about my past. Its hurt yourself, myself either. It already past that would never happen again. If i can respect ur past, why cant you do the same thing? How Im gonna show you my love towards you if you keep blame me, day by day. I just want you to understand me, & be with me, all the time. Please, I love you Amirul Mohammad.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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اميرول محمد

To love you give me confidence to stay
I do not feel humiliated
If I have to give way or back off
Your love is not blind my heart
Does not make me forget
Where step should I follow
Though sometimes I fall
But my belief
You will always have to take care of me

So I spoke in every pray
That you always breathe with your love for me
Such as my heart beats
Take care my love for you

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Craig David - Insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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i cry when sing this song

انا نسيتك خلاص ما بقتش بفتكرك وملييتك
انا نسيتك نسيت انطق حروف اسمك اللى حبيتك
بقيتى صفحه فى الماضى بقى غرامك دة شىء عادى
ومهما تضعفى قصادى هقولك بردو انا نسيتك
زمان خنتى وبعتينى ولا همك دموع عينى
هقولك ليه وحشتينى كفايا انا ياما ضحيت
دموع عينى خلاص ما بقتش تقتلنى ما تبكيش
انا نسيتك ولازم تبعدى عنى انا هعيش
هشوف غيرك وادوب تانى خلاص قلبى بقى عشانى
مكانك مش فى احضانى وقاسى زى ما قاسيت
لا يوم دمعت انا عنيكى ولا قلبى قسى عليكى
ماينفعشى الرجوع ليكى مشيت وياكى ضليت
نسيتك

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Thank You, ALLAH

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You're finally home and stay with me
And I'm here with you
Now let me let you know
You've opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along oh
And there is a couple of words I wana say

I feel so blessed when I think of you
And ask Allah to bless all we do
You're my life and my friend and my strength
And I pray we're together in جنة
All I know I found myself
I feel so strong
Yes! Every thing was changed when you came along oh
And there is a couple of words I wana say

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you I'll stay by your side
Honest and true to the end of my time
I'll be loving you loving you

For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I'll thank Allah
From opening my eyes
Now and forever I'll be there for you
I know deep in my heart

Neither to fear you're in front of me
I strongly feel in love
And I know that
Nothing in doubt that I will love you eternally

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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AMIRUL MOHAMMAD B OMAR ♥

When I see him,
Hair in the wind,
Looking like an angel,
Eyes radiant in the sun,
He brings warmth to my heart,
His bright soul,
His spirit so high,
Like the wind,
I will always find him,
Wherever he might be,
No matter what he thinks,
Or what he does,
He's perfect for me,
And that is all that matters,
He is the boy of my dreams,
And I found him,
And own my heart forever he will be ♥

from annangel to Putera Cinta.

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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My beloved man :)

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile so big

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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FOR YOU ♥

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you smile,
Its make me feel warm and fall again on you

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show your care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch,holding hands with me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine always.

*hope we'll last forever*

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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The Best Friend Of Mine

The person that who always listen to my happy or sad story
The person that come accompany when my love go awhile from my side
The person that make me feel better when Im sad coz of love
The person who understand all about my feelings
The person that know when the time Im in sad or whatever
The person that know everythings about me,
everythings about who I love and why I be like this

Thanks Iqa Tasha to come visit me on 4th May 2010
I wish we can meet again someday
Psssst, You Know How Much I Love Him Right? Hihihihi

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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Love Story ♥

Back to 'OUR STORY' when we 1st time talking in YM. Actually yes Im not tht easy to be friends with eventho I will be friendly more after accept as friends for life. But IDK why suddenly I talk to him tht time. Still remember he asked me, "Hi. Ru really angel? Wheres ur wings?" Hahahahaha but atleast we closer more than friends beside tht time I was broken coz of love so he come to save me. Before tht we're just friends but after he take care much about me. Its make me fallinglove. Thanks romeo! Ohhhhh bbyyyyyy! I LOVE YOU THE MOST FOR MY LIFE ♥

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سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك

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