I dont know what can I asnwer when you ask me this topic, friends.
As what you all know about me.
Im always okay, Im always smile.
But only ALLAH SWT & bestfriends know me well <3
I dont know what could I say here.
I dont know what must I tell here.
I dont know what should I explain here.
I also dont know whats going on with me.
Theres nothing to talk with.
Im speechless, seriously!
Seriously Im very very very very speechless.
As what as I could say
Its hurt. So hurt. Too hurt.
But its not once.
Im naesthetized with this.
And remind myself
This is LIFE.
Thanks Allah for sent him to me.
I saw everything good around him.
I dont know weather Im blind of love or what.
But Im sure he's right.
Coz he teach me some about the real of life.
I promise to keep his words always in my deep mind.
And same goes I will do it.
Thanks, I appreciate that beloved.
Even sometimes I feel like
Im gonna lose everything
And Im gonna lose to see anything infront me
If he go and ignore me
I couldnt easier to continue do what I plan to do.
I couldnt easier findout my right way when Im lost.
I couldnt easier to feel happy
When there always have someone to stay beside me
Whatever I feel & Whenever I need.
Im gona misses that.
Even I know he's the best thing happen for me.
The best guy I ever saw,
The best friend ever,
The best adviser,
The best supporter,
The best teacher he always be.
Arghhh really cant forget it.
He's very valuable for sure.
Sometimes I feel like arghh, Im stupid I cant keep him.
I cant make he always happy.
I cant cheers him when he's sad.
I cant release him when he's moody.
I cant give anything even any help when he's on probs.
What can I do? I cant do anything.
Beside keep he worrying about me.
Arghh dude, I feel like Im the worst girlfriend ever.
Im very sure about whos the lucky girl gona replace me for him
I will always pray for you my dear. Always...
You know how its feel, life.
You know how Im in.
You watch me, Ya ALLAH.
May Im doing the right way.
I praise you ALLAH.
Please give me the long patience to face all of it & after this gonna be.
As what you know Ya ALLAH.
I love him more than everything than I love.
I always need whatever perfect things on every part of him.
But as what as Im always remember,
YOU always be there for me as ur servant.