Tonight was kinda happy coz my sis back so then Im not alone at home now but sadness, she just stay here for 2 days only. Jyeah I wish more than that but she's working so nvm. I just got back from town right now. Well pickup my sis. Huhu wont stay at home coz I really miss to face her ^0^ Beside I got a new shawl & a pair of crocs. Yeayyy! Alhamdulillah Im so happy today. Thnks ya ALLAH =')
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Aw baby! Smile More Bigger
On July 23, 2010 in car.
I really love this pic. I did wide smiles, as well with the naturally dimple, special gift from God Almighty. And its what I stand for, for happy, for forget every hurts and sad story that already past. Jyeah past is past and I want to keep moving. Guys! Pray for me that I will do it, insyaALLAH =) Coz I wont keep hurt no more. Enough for now. I want to have enough release and continue thinking about future. Thats what I should do and I hope soon everything gona be alright. Amin.
For: Iqa Tasha♥, Arra Summer, Dyana Anne, Ayue Miraa, Razif Juakhir. I'll always pray for you all too. We are in same situation but Im sure we'll be stronger and be patient to face all the trials of love. Someday we will get more better than the past. Trust me. God almighty will never ignore us, for sure. Cheerup all my lovers. Im also will always in ur side sure thing. Loving ya always
For: Iqa Tasha♥, Arra Summer, Dyana Anne, Ayue Miraa, Razif Juakhir. I'll always pray for you all too. We are in same situation but Im sure we'll be stronger and be patient to face all the trials of love. Someday we will get more better than the past. Trust me. God almighty will never ignore us, for sure. Cheerup all my lovers. Im also will always in ur side sure thing. Loving ya always
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Any Idea For My Title?
Aku tktahu apa tujuan aku utk post blog kali ni. Aku tktau apa yg perlu aku post, apa yg perlu aku share kt korg. Btul lah statement 'whoever strong person will be strong to face other problems except LOVE.' Kn kn kn? Semua org mesti lalui this feeling kn. About 'HURT'. Zzz. Serious-shit aku mmg speechless. Aku rasa EMPTY. Aku tktau lah nk happy-happy sgt sekang ni. Aku tktau knp aku sudden changed. Aku tk salahkn siapa-siapa pun. Just aku sendiri tktau knp aku camni =,= Aku cuma tahu yg aku rasa kosong tp aku still boleh senyum coz kwn-kwn aku selalu je ngn aku & dorg tk prnh penat wish keep strong kt aku, ingat ALLAH, ingt semua ni takdir. Aku selalu ingt pesan korg, babesss! Thanks sgt-sgt buat aku ni ingat that my journey still long. Tp sometimes aku rasa cam sunyi sgt, nasib baik aku boleh online everyday & korg must understand what my reasons kn? & nasib baik aku ni masih waras utk fikir mana baik & tk baik huhu. Fyi, jgn tnya aku about 'LOVE'. Aku tkda idea nk jwb nnt aku akan BLUR manjang =,=
Ya ALLAH! Aku harap doa kwn-kwn aku utk aku strong face this situation termakbul. Ya ALLAH! Aku mohon padamu ya ALLAH. Ringankanlah bebananku ini. Terasa sgt perit hatiku utk menerimanya ya ALLAH ='( Aku percayakan takdirMU. Aku serahkan segala kepadaMU. But aku tktau knp aku sentiasa ingat perkara ini. Benda ni seolah-olah trgantung lah. Aku tktau lah nk cerita camne rasa hati aku. Aku tk salahkan kau, Yoei. Aku sayang kau. Tkda sebab aku nk persalahkan & benci kau. Aku tkkn pernah benci kau. Aku terima. Kalaupun engkau bkn utk aku. Aku sentiasa doakan kau bahagia selalu & berjaya dunia akhirat. Goodluck yoei. Aku mmg tkkn paksa 'dia' utk syg aku balik sbb aku tahu lah aku tkkn brjaya utk buat camtu. Siapalah aku ni ^0^ Tp aku nk bgtau yg aku SAYANG sgt kt 'dia'. Korg must understand how its feel kn? Aku suka sgt dapat kenal 'dia'. Aku tk pnh mention aku akan menangis sebab 'dia', serious! Sebab selama aku ngn 'dia' dlu, aku happy sgt. Ya ALLAH! Berikanlah aku kekuatan ya ALLAH. Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau tahu akan segala rasa hatiku. Bahkan aku pun tktau camna nk cite pasal hati aku ni. Yg aku tahu, aku rasa sebak selalu. Rasa nak nanges je, nk jerit kuat-kuat but apa yg korg akn fhm klu aku buat camtu? I might be mad after that tho so hahah. & aku tahu masa tkleh berundur. Tkpalah, aku serah sumanya tu pada takdir ALLAH. Aku tahu semua ni adalah jalan terbaik yg ALLAH anugerahkan utk aku. However, aku still rasa sgt-sgt bersyukur dpt sayang dia & disayangi dia dulu & aku happy sgt-sgt klu dia boleh terima aku as good friend & talk-talk ngn aku lg like before. Aku RINDU sgt suma tu, yoei but whatever it is, aku terima. Thanks =') InsyaALLAH aku harap boleh harungi suma dugaan hidup ni. Amiinnnnn
Special kisses to my lovely bestfriends; Iqa Tasha♥, Aien Shyra, Ayue Mira, Dyana Anne, Razif Juakhir, Ara Summer, Wan Hazwan, Fify VN, Abg Ammar, Fairuz Lynn, Bakry, Atyqah for always be my side. Korg mesti fhm aku kn. Thnks sgt duhh! Aku appreciate korg. Hope we're friends till the end of my life.
Ya ALLAH! Aku harap doa kwn-kwn aku utk aku strong face this situation termakbul. Ya ALLAH! Aku mohon padamu ya ALLAH. Ringankanlah bebananku ini. Terasa sgt perit hatiku utk menerimanya ya ALLAH ='( Aku percayakan takdirMU. Aku serahkan segala kepadaMU. But aku tktau knp aku sentiasa ingat perkara ini. Benda ni seolah-olah trgantung lah. Aku tktau lah nk cerita camne rasa hati aku. Aku tk salahkan kau, Yoei. Aku sayang kau. Tkda sebab aku nk persalahkan & benci kau. Aku tkkn pernah benci kau. Aku terima. Kalaupun engkau bkn utk aku. Aku sentiasa doakan kau bahagia selalu & berjaya dunia akhirat. Goodluck yoei. Aku mmg tkkn paksa 'dia' utk syg aku balik sbb aku tahu lah aku tkkn brjaya utk buat camtu. Siapalah aku ni ^0^ Tp aku nk bgtau yg aku SAYANG sgt kt 'dia'. Korg must understand how its feel kn? Aku suka sgt dapat kenal 'dia'. Aku tk pnh mention aku akan menangis sebab 'dia', serious! Sebab selama aku ngn 'dia' dlu, aku happy sgt. Ya ALLAH! Berikanlah aku kekuatan ya ALLAH. Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau tahu akan segala rasa hatiku. Bahkan aku pun tktau camna nk cite pasal hati aku ni. Yg aku tahu, aku rasa sebak selalu. Rasa nak nanges je, nk jerit kuat-kuat but apa yg korg akn fhm klu aku buat camtu? I might be mad after that tho so hahah. & aku tahu masa tkleh berundur. Tkpalah, aku serah sumanya tu pada takdir ALLAH. Aku tahu semua ni adalah jalan terbaik yg ALLAH anugerahkan utk aku. However, aku still rasa sgt-sgt bersyukur dpt sayang dia & disayangi dia dulu & aku happy sgt-sgt klu dia boleh terima aku as good friend & talk-talk ngn aku lg like before. Aku RINDU sgt suma tu, yoei but whatever it is, aku terima. Thanks =') InsyaALLAH aku harap boleh harungi suma dugaan hidup ni. Amiinnnnn
Special kisses to my lovely bestfriends; Iqa Tasha♥, Aien Shyra, Ayue Mira, Dyana Anne, Razif Juakhir, Ara Summer, Wan Hazwan, Fify VN, Abg Ammar, Fairuz Lynn, Bakry, Atyqah for always be my side. Korg mesti fhm aku kn. Thnks sgt duhh! Aku appreciate korg. Hope we're friends till the end of my life.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
I Can Live Even Without You & You Know I Just Lie
It never occurred to me
I could not imagine the slightest
You're going to leave me alone
So difficult to imagine
I feel so sick
You're going to leave me alone
This is my last time seeing you
Weeping tears fall
Only able to say
Goodbye love
One hour I could have loved you in my heart
But take my time for me to forget you for life
One hour I could have loved you in my heart
But take my time for me to forget you for life in my later
سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك
I could not imagine the slightest
You're going to leave me alone
So difficult to imagine
I feel so sick
You're going to leave me alone
This is my last time seeing you
Weeping tears fall
Only able to say
Goodbye love
One hour I could have loved you in my heart
But take my time for me to forget you for life
One hour I could have loved you in my heart
But take my time for me to forget you for life in my later
This Is Just A Song
Hey baby cant you see
This is what you did to me
Im so far from joy
I dont want to be your toy
My heart keeps telling me
I should be with you
No more I want to get out
From this misery,
Dont know what to do
Everyday I spent my time with you
So depressed having all regrets
The more I see your face
Just cant take it any more
I love to stay away
From your over sense of self
Some might say bizarre is what you are
But I believe time can change it all
Youre just a simple boy with a special kind of life
Unsure of everything
Going nowhere with your mind
سبحانك اللهم وبحمدك اشهد ان لااله إلاانت وأستغفرك وأتوب إليك
This is what you did to me
Im so far from joy
I dont want to be your toy
My heart keeps telling me
I should be with you
No more I want to get out
From this misery,
Dont know what to do
Everyday I spent my time with you
So depressed having all regrets
The more I see your face
Just cant take it any more
I love to stay away
From your over sense of self
Some might say bizarre is what you are
But I believe time can change it all
Youre just a simple boy with a special kind of life
Unsure of everything
Going nowhere with your mind
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